Posted 11:50 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Heyz. NOW its aPPEARED.

Posted 11:50 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
GEEZ!
The blog i wrote 6 hours ago just DIsAppEaREd!
It never appeared on the page, noThinG.
AND its DAmn lONg.
BlAsted blogbuDDY.
*FUmes*

Posted 4:43 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
hey ya bloGgie,
havent been writing up for a while, how're ya?
its been 15 days...
guess you missed me huhz...
well, hope i haven't lost touch with this after so long...

How shud i start? Perhaps start from my objective of this holidays.
I strive to earn more money, and to buy the stuff i want.
Firstly, i've completed 3 out of 5 missions.
I've gotten my 8850, bought my mambo baggiE~, bought yet another set of clothes...
Well, surprise surprise surprise... Haha~
Its the christmas festive, and i got 36 dollars off for my mambo baggiE~
Cool huh!
Well, now its 3 down, 2 to go.
Contestants 'Contact lens' and 'shoes' are left.
In about 2 week's time, i'll have accomplised my holiday's mission, ready to embark on yet another new year of college life.

Tomorrow's the day when all the postings would have been released. And i'll be busy working at Amara, only to miss the immediate results.
It should be apparent that i'm going to hcjc, *duhz*, so why am i so excited for?
Maybe its because of the sense of belonging?
But for the first three months? Perhaps not.. For the next 2 years i mean. ; p

Had a chain of chalets, got exposed to more of world's ugliness.. To think that underneath the smile lies a dagger.
A dagger smeared with DeaDly PoiSON.
So this is life.
Yet another chapter of life closes for me.
1 and a half more weeks before i step back to school in that uniform.
1 and a half more weeks back to enlightenment.
1 and a half more weeks to the end of monkhood. (4 YEARS in TCHS is DEATH)

Posted 12:32 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Telescope!
'Hope you haven't forgotten your childhood...
Astronomy...
=)

Posted 12:38 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
i've learnt my lesson.
I never realised all he wanted was some love from us, from dad, from mum.. from me...
I have to learn how to be a good brother before i can be a loving boyfriend.
It really stunned me, the way he said them, the look he had in his eyes.
He suddenly looked matured, just small in size.
Maybe i've wronged him.
He is as handsome and cute as my friends say he is.
I'm a failure, and only then when i learn to accept him will i be a successful person.
He is a human, and he shares my blood.
Yet i treat him so coldly.
Am i still human?
Will my sins ever be forgiven?
Now i understand.
Now i do.
This is the second path i embark on.
The road to brotherhood.
The road to being a better loving person.
-desolate

Posted 10:23 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Back from sis's chalet, rather eventful and enjoyable...
I have too much to tell, so much that this night wouldn't be enough for me to type everything down...
Guess i'll do it bit by bit, details by details..

First i'd like to write about my immediate feelings about this show 'liu xing hua yuan' by F4...
its a DAMN NICE show!!!
F4, i love ya faces man!
Really, this show about love, about the undefied forces of love, has really opened my eyes, and really cleansed my soul.
Every scenario is embedded so deeply into my memory, and i've learnt a lot from this show.
Too much, really too much for me to say it out, but i shall do it slowly...

So love isn't such a painful thing after all.

I'll update my blog on my feelings another time, have to turn in, my eyes are gonna pop out man...
19 cds in 2 days, wow... that's a freaking 20++ hours of staring away at the tv screen...
Nightz...
-desolate

Posted 8:32 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
ARgh!!!!!!

Received an sms from her saying that her com crashed, and probably would be down for 2 weeks???

*MY gawSh* i'll miss ya till my eyes pop out of my heAD!

I love you, i love you and i still love you... and dearie com, please get well soon so i can get to speak to the one i love??

- troubled

Posted 8:26 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Well, final update of the night, added links to my e-mail and icq...

I think it's good night, and with this, the night's ended.

And you still haven't appeared. I still miss you.

-desolate

Posted 7:25 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Hmmm... Yum yum.. just ate a macdonald's spicy sweet and sou sze chuan chicken burger...
Hot and spicy indeed!
Anyway, had some fun with my html editor, and this is the first version of my webby.
Stay tuned to the second version!!!!
-desolate

Posted 6:30 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Its 10.30 pm, why haven't you appeared?

I miss you already...

Posted 6:21 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
What a day, nothing much happened, nothing new at all.

Well, that damn sore throat just doesn't want to go away, so i might as well eat on it.

Six litres of water dear, how mUCh is six litres of water huh?

That amount is needed to prevent cramps tomorrow during marathon... *my goD*

If the night gets freakingly uneventful, i shall go to bed and yawn my way till 3 am when i will get up, bathe and take a damn cab to JURONG EAST STADIUM to embark on my 42km journey from tampines stadium to the PADANG.

To be exact, 42.195km. *LOL*

Wish me luck whoever manages to get hold of this website, i shall remember you forever!

With lots of carbohydrates, proteins and fats...
-desolate