Posted 7:09 PM by dE.SoL.AtE
-----------------------HCJC Mid Autumn Festival 2002-------------------------

Its been a long night, and my day only just ended upon my first embarkment on my doorstep..
Boogieing was fun, with the help of a LONG ISLAND T, and then ended up with a really groggy and crazy solomon on the dance floor.

There's nothing much to touch on involving MAF, however there were spectacular fireworks and really pretty girls...
A very special someone stole the limelight away from the fireworks though..
Her beauty was captivating, breathtaking and left me totally flabbergasted.
She was so elegant, beautiful, not even the bright burning stars in the skies could withstand the heat emitted from around her..
"She's HOtttt!~ OoOoh i'm running a temperature seeing her like that~~~" you would say.
Seeing her leaves me to wonder why the prettiest flower on earth isn't named after her..
Yeah, she really took the breath off my chest seeing her dress up like that..
She's one hell of her kind...
She's with character, charm, and oooh... that charisma..
Oh seeing her makes my day...
Though things happened in a swirl 10 days ago, i still vividly remember the messages she sent.
Each message embraced a certain hope, however it seemed to get worse with every new message received.
I got my inspiration from Anselm, yet another buddy i've known for 5 years and going on to the 6th year..

Life could mean many things, at least, its not meaningless to that extent.
At different stages of life, life harbours a hope unique to each individual, when you're young, life probably means living and having fun..
Life then was probably brainless, physically intensive, and exhilariating when you think of it now..
Life now is probably about happiness, about esteem, status and not that much hoo-haa over the issue nerds cringe their noses against, FUN.
Anyway, what life meant to me a year ago probably meant self esteem, status and fame.
Hence i indulged in intensive training getting me to where i am now..
The memories of an attached me unfolds from that dark corner of my heart, and reliving the memories, the feelings, life seemed pretty perfect and complete then.
If life's perfect and complete, what's life to a person then?
Does it mean when one gets attached, he loses all motivation in life?
Does he lose his drive, enthusiasm, motivation, his mojo?
That leaves much too ponder about, and seeing anselm, it dawned to me that probably life is about attaining a perfect and complete life.
Maybe you're only allowed to have a perfect life when you're retired?
Maybe you're only permitted to take a step back to relax when you've earned your first million?
How perfect would life be then?
Surely what happened 10 days ago would keep haunting me for eternity, but since there's still some hope left, i shall pin on them and give it a shot.
I kinda extended that 2 months plan to a 1 year plan, so as to get to know her better..
In the meantime, i'll indulge in intensive training, intensively knowing her, maybe not irritate her perhaps...
Life would mean so much to me then. Life would be worth living for. I'll be living for my name, my happiness, my love and my future..

Maybe it wasn't that bad after all...

Posted 9:22 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
After yesterday's bbq, realisation dawned on me, that i'm simply JUST-PLAIN-SOLOMON.
J.P.S is my new nick for MSN, and i think its just the nick for me...
I still remember that scenario, whereby the 4 of them, Nelson, Kok Chye, Sir and Desmond were sitting arnd the stone table with cards slotted in btw their fingers, and Sir kept saying that its a game btw 3 coaches and a captain.
Apparently the forfeits would be doled to the captain according to the status rung, and when i joined in the game taking the place of future coach of tChs Polevault team, Ang Kok Chye, it became a game btw 2 coaches, a captain, and an ATHLETE.
Athlete = commoner = lowest on status rung = person who practices athleticism
"Athlete" does not equate to 2001 PV captain, 2001 B div record holder cum champion, national junior record holder, twice ASEAN gold medalist(2001,2002).
Solomon ceases to exist in people's hearts as the wonderful polevaulter.
He merely exists as a polevaulter.
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__4th september 2002, 1.30pm at coronation's escalator lv 1__
Xiao Wei says: Solomon! Yesterday i saw this guy, and my friend told me he is the top polevaulter. Then i told her, 'No, solomon is the top polevaulter!'
Solomon says: Where's he from? ACjC?
Xiao Wei says: Think its AC..
Xiao Wei's friend says: Think he's from pJC?
Solomon says : Can't be, there aren't any vaulters from PJ. Must be AC. Anyway, i'm not the best. I'm so lousy what...
aftermath:
Solomon thinks: Sighs. Thanks xiaowei for having faith and confidence, but the Solomon u know 6 months ago and 6 months later are 2 different athletes. 6 months ago u knew him as a record holder, 6 months later u know him as no longer the TOp VAulter. Life can be so practical. Life sucks.
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Well, currently i'm jobless, post-less in the hwachong track team and statusless in the hearts of the people i know..
In short, i'm J.P.S.
Just-Plain-Solomon from Jurong Pri Sch.
They rhyme don't they.
Ironically true.
Positively negative.
Biblically devillish.
Solomonly famous or famously solomon.
Its suppose to be the opposite, hence according to law of maths,
famous = |-unknown|
hence,
unknown = solomon.
after further inferrence,
Solomon = Sucks.

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