Posted 8:22 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Ok, i admit defeat.
I'm cornered, and i'm desperate.
I've lost all fighting will, lost all abilities to withstand the oncoming pressure.
I've fallen. I'm falling through the depths of a gazillion miles deep trench.
Its never ending.
Someone, somebody, something, Help me please i plead.
I cant see the ending! I'm scared.. Someone please hold me tight?
Don't let me sink deeper and deeper in to this never ending darkness?
I've had enough, its time it ended.
Please i plead again, liberate me from this shit!
I CAN TAKE IT NO MORE!!!

Posted 8:11 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Homosexuality? Does hearing this send tingles down your spine?
It sent sharp vibes down my spine, thru my tail bone and to the underside of my soles..
SO sharp that i was left confounded, astounded, flabbergasted, my mouth gaping open.. for something like a millenium?

Somehow this logical connectivity doesn't exist between the girl of my dreams and the topic of discussion 'homosexuality'.
Probably to not to that extremity of a full fledge lesbian, but, however, whether she was a BI or a Les doesnt really matter..
i mean, having feelings for people of the same gender is ok, but expressing it physically? furthermore ill treating the other party?
If a perfect relationship exists only in same sex relationships, maybe then would i believe in homosexuality.
But even imperfection arises in such situations, then where's the logic? Where's the sense the dollars the pennies?
LamE!!!!! But it really bothers me man! How could her? And it? Be connected by such a relationship?
Not in this way man! Life's a bitch, it always has.. Stop cheating on me life.. you've had your fun already,,,
Give me back my happiness, my life, my humanity!
OH i beg you please undo my tragedy...

Posted 9:12 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
Nothing lasts forever.
Literally it means that there's not a single thing in the world that would remain the same for eternity.
With the element 'perspective', it means that 'nothing' lasts forever, which in other words implies that even 'nothing' lasts forever.

I'm confounded. Someone enlighten me?

Posted 10:13 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
~Festival Of Sports 2002~
Oh well, all's well ends well.
Recalling the past two days of scorching sun and sweaty bodies, i realised i've gained invaluable experience and a pretty sunBURnt face.
Side tracking into team sports once in a blue moon does take the individualism away from me, and for once, i admit i'm getting sick of basketball.
Undoubtedly we won the championship, fair and square, rough and tactful. Wadeva. Like i said, may the best team win.
No doubt there is not BEST team around, however in the presence of the millions of watchful eyes and the salient whistle of the referee, a winner has to emerge.
However champions may not equate best team, and best team does not equate to being the champions either.
Take that sentence in any way you want to interpret it in. It pretty much turns out to be what i'm thinking i believe.

Well, its all about the attitude i believe.
Basketball, a.k.a shooting a ball and scoring by letting the ball enter the hoop.
Its a game whereby u need 5 people to begin a game, and note, its a team game.
Gone were the days whereby you needed Jordan to form chicago bulls, jordan was a legend. He's history.
Now's the present. Scenario sets in singapore, where NBA is presented in the form of an entertainment on SCV..
Glory is shared among all the team members for sure. What matters is that the team grows as a team, learns as a team, plays as a team and wins as a team.
That's my definition of a team sport.

Conclusion - I'm not a team athlete. *shakes heaD*
Oh well, i guess basketball remains as a favourite pasttime, although i dunno how long more i would take to get over the lasting bitterness of the ball on my fingertips.
Street style, funky and unregulated basketball could bring me back to reality.
Congrats team 68, we won the championship for FOS, we achieved our goal, and i most certainly hope we did it as a team.

Posted 3:57 AM by dE.SoL.AtE
---------------the knight and the princess-----------

"Clok Clok Clok..." trails the on-storming knight as he enters the arena..
"............He's hilarious, he's shrewd, he's swift.. he's the one and onlyyyyyy knIggggghhhhhhhhtttttt from......... hwa chong junior college!!!!"
With this, Sir Solomon's jester, Anonymous left the scene as he brought on his lord with a speech of vigor.

Sir Solomon scans the audience.. "My fair lady, oh where in the midst of the forest of faces would your beauty be?"
His heart throbs painfully, for the lady of his dreams could not be found in the midst of the wild crowd.
Instinctively, his eyes were attracted to that lovely beauty.. At that corner, yes.. she's at that corner..
Clearing his throat and raising his visor, he raises his voice.
"Princess Eunice, how charming of you to drop by.. Shall i get the sun down from the sky for you today?"

Waving her silked scarf, she beams. That radiance she emitted around her pulverised the darkness of the corner. That beauty. That elegance.
The way she presents herself. It can't be true. An angel must be concealed behind her skin.
Electrifying she may be, her heart of frost revealed none of her interest in Sir Solomon. How ironic.
Sir Solomon trudged on in his path, making his way to where his lance would be.
Behind his armor was a commoner. He knew it very well. Without the lance and his prized steed of fury, he was nothing but Solomon.
As he regained consciousness from the deadly lure of Princess Eunice, he realised seeing her made him whole.
In the least, the fractions that were left were negligible.

-Back in his mind, 4th november meant the world to him. It was the day an angel descended Earth to join the commoners.
28th april made him cringe. 5 months made a whole lot of difference. It had been 16 years and 8 months since he noticed his angel.
A glance a day keeps the physician away, yes, that's what he keeps telling himself.-

As Jester Anonymous handed over Sir Solomon his lance, he..................
....to be continued